Me Love You Long Time

2026-05-09 · Ho Chanh Nghia

Originally published on LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/me-love-you-long-time-khanh-pham-ftaqc/

Me Love You Long Time

When I joined the US military in 2002. I learned a few things about Vietnamese, from white man. How there is a lack of respect for me and Asian in general. Like those signs we had forgotten from history classes. Racism is a big part of our lives. It explains a lot of things.

It would have been more appropriate to find a historical No Chinese no Dogs, but China is one of those forces that you cannot offend now. Even mighty Google has to obey the Chinese censorship. The only thing worse than offending the Chinese government now is offending the secret Jewish police. Sociologists will find nothing unusual about it. This is just how society and human develops. They always look at the immigrants as a threat, and they almost never fails to resort to these tactics to set a “pecking order”. I met an emissary of the white supremo in Basic Training. Cornel was from Arkansas, and he gets very very upset when I call his state R Kansas. When we first met, he was excited to learn I am Vietnamese, and showed off his worldly knowledge. “I love you long time” is his favorite insight about Vietnam. As a Vietnamese, I never really had much interests in the Vietnam war movies. I still have not watched this movie. But it is an important insight to understand and predict the future. Cornel likes to bully people, and it was not just me. Any colored individual people would be his play thing. One time while we were standing in formation to match back to the dorm after eating lunch. He smashed the hat on head of a guy standing next to me. I turned and told him to stop that. So he took my had and toss it across

the field. I would have killed him at that moment, but the fought was prevented. The thing to understand here, to Cornel he thinks this is meaningless. To me, he just has to die. Not as punishment, not as justice. But dangerous animal like him not safe. Where he thinks it is just a silly game to show disrespect and there is nothing that will be of consequences for him. This is the stereotypical American culture which permeates Hispanic and Asian alike. If you grew up in America, you were brought up with this world view. What is a small Chinaman going to do to him? The fact of the matter is, by 12th grade, when I left High School, I already had the access to grenades, guns, and old acquaintances who would kill him for a price of a bullet. Growing up in gang land Los Angeles was not all that safe. And meeting gang members that could end your life was easier than most people can believe. The same individual who would kill another man for me out of a favor, would also kill me if I crossed certain rules. One day I came home from Cal Poly Pomona, and an old face drop by. He came to deliver a nice message. To him, it was a nice message. He was saving me. He said, “Khanh. I heard you have been hanging out with the Asian Boys. We are friends and all, but if I see you with the Asian Boys, I will have to kill you.” These was nice in its own way. A lot better than having someone drive by and riddle your house with bullets. Another of my childhood friend cut off his brother for something like that. After the 1990s, most children grew up and try to integrate with society and stay on the right side of the law. His younger brother, having his life fucked up by his girlfriend sending him to jail, he never managed to find a normal life. So he still associates with the life that causes people to drive by and shoot up his house. After my friend had his home shot up, he moved to a nicer city. He was still willing to take his brother, but his brother has to give up the gang. I had a father who killed enough people in Vietnam. He was a student of law before the government drafted him for war duty. He have seen the ugliness of the ugliest human sides. What’s there to left debate and discuss about human nature. Where I want to reciprocate evil for evil, he would say let the law deal with it. I understand the law and its limitation well from my childhood, and now with my understanding from inside the Iron Curtain of top secret/sci facilities, and there is the world famous Epstein class. There is no doubt about my view of reality is more correct on the limitation of this American system. Still, having the capacity and deciding to use it is world’s apart. Not to say I will not use it, but to say I will use it with purpose and not without appropriate considerations. I had a Thai girl friend I loved very much. She had the education, the money, the sex appeals, but never managed to land a husband. We had too much issues with infidelity and I got tired of receiving phone messages and email from her white boyfriend. So I finally told her I was tired, too tired of this. Even after leaving the relationship, I had always wanted her to find a man she could get settled into a comfortable life with. But she would be transferred from one white man to another white man. 20 relationships later, she still have not figured it out. They screw her for 1-2 years and they move on, and she would be alone again. Worse part is not that they used her and move on. The even introduce their friend to her, and their friend would screw her and move on.

I tried to explain to her the difficulty of her situation. White men from the US and Europe coming to Thailand has an image of Asian woman, that makes it very difficult to have a meaningful relationship. *We should probably note though, not all men are the same. I know a young Chinese American who came to Thailand. He volunteered at an orphanage, marry a girl there that was 5 years older. He had been with her ever since and raising children together. That is the exception to the norms. So if I was a Thai woman like here, I would avoid any men traveling to Thailand, especially as a tourist. And after learning about her few boyfriends, I would add: never date a man introduced to you by a man who used you as sex toy and discarded you. They are not your friend. I am a fairly social person when I travel outside the home. The first week of arrival, I already met the locals. There was 2 Americans, in a sea of Thai people. So we had breakfast together. One was a retired USAF Chief, and one was a FBI wanted criminal. I was a current NCO of the USAF, and a member US diplomatic team. The picture still tickle me in strange way. It is oddly humorous even after a few decades. I had a Thai girlfriend came to see me, and she met the two old white men. One of them is a very interesting human. The retired Chief of the USAF had been living there for 15 years. He doesnt speak Thai, so he had to hired a manager to manage his 5 Thai girlfriends. He explained to me the difficulty of the logistics of keeping their schedule smooth and not conflicting. I must admit, that he deserved his status as Chief of the USAF. I have never met a more efficient man who keep a smooth operation with all 5 girlfriends in the same city. My friend would ask me for help. She said that my friend keep calling her and she dont want to talk to him. As an American, we normally just tell people to fuck off. But the polite people are so considerate they could not even tell an old pervert to go f himself. So I had to call the guy to stop calling my girlfriend. The the few who are dense, the disrespect here is from the white man to the Asian man. He has no issue calling and trying to talk to my girlfriend, while trying to have a friendship with me. That’s not friend. That’s pure disrespect and disdain for another man. I have a better example for you. In West Melbourne, Florida. I was sitting at the bakery/coffee shop with a young girl. 3 white men came and started hitting on her. US navy, US army, US marine recruiter. In uniform. E4-E5. IF I was still in active duty I would out rank them, but they would not know this. And it doesn’t matter. They pretended I do not exists and tried to pickup the girl sitting with me. I figured there is not more solid proof of disrespect from one man to another. But I had bigger opponent to deal with at the time. I was only freed from Patrick AFB 30 days ago. Fighting with these three stupid white men, would interfere with me going after the people at Patrick AFB. That was 2013, today is 2026. Nothing have changed. I am still going after the people who tried to kill me. This is legitimate and this is legal. No system of laws in the past, today, or tomorrow can denies my right to seek justice. But the quantity of injustices is quite a lot for one individual.

That was something I tried to explain to Americans and non Americans, inside and outside the USA. This issue is a threat to all people. I am not worried about corona virus. but the government wants to force this illegal medical service on me and all people. The more dangerous threat, they left alone to flourish. And you think they would do something about the Epstein class? Me love you long time, is not just a line from a prostitute in Nha Trang. This is a world of disrespected that had been breeding for generations. Some old white men would say, white people is not my problem. I hear and understand what they saying. Sadly they do not understand what I am saying. Even though I am using very basic language, low compression language, and specific in my saying. All of these nuances are the driving motivators for the war against Chinese, especially China. How dare China stand up to the white man. How dare China wants a sit at the white man’s table. Only white men can have human jerky.